The air is filled with
Jilio’s lovely song, Feelings, my thought is drifting to my fantasy world where
Shyi-Dong and I are holding each other whirling on the dance floor gracefully.
How many years I have been dreaming about this scenario, but the feelings were gone when Shyi-Dong and I argued about who was the killer of the feelings in the studio.
Two days ago, my best friend told me on the phone that she had quit taking dance lessons with her husband. She said that she had ENOUGH. She asked me, can you understand how I felt when my husband just dragged me around on the dance floor? She told me that she took ballet lessons when she was young and she believed that she was not the person who made the dance difficult. The teacher told her that she should keep a smile on her face because men don’t dance! It’s a favor from husbands.
I was speechless because I
had the same feelings. Who wants to be
clumsy on the dance floor?
It is funny Shyi-Dong and I keep fighting about who makes dance difficult. Obviously, it should be me because I was told that I lacked all the essential elements of dancing. It’s my dream to dance with someone I LOVE, but my feeling is gone when I have to swallow the bitterness of failing the dance.
My friend quit, how about me? Can I continue to dance without good feelings?
~浪漫的倫巴~